Tag: Darkness

Hate II

I hate you.

I hate everything you do.

In all that you are,

I hate you through and through.

 

Staring into your eyes,

Sick of all your lies.

You are the embodiment

Of all that I despise.

 

You pretend you are fine,

While wasting everyone’s time.

If only they knew

What you’re hiding inside.

 

You continue to persist,

To find a reason to exist.

You don’t belong here,

Stop trying to resist.

 

A waste of time and space,

Your presence is a disgrace.

My chest burns unrelenting

When I look into your face.

 

I hate you.

I hate everything you do.

In all that you are,

I hate you through and through.

 

I break my gaze free

From the mirror in which I see,

The person that I truly hate.

That person is me.

 

Hate I – https://mynameisdespair.wordpress.com/2017/10/21/hate/

Author’s Note:

I don’t hate myself.  I want to make that clear.  However, I did for a while in the past.  Since then, I’ve come to accept things for what they are.  I’ve come to accept me for who I am.  I’ve done things I’m not proud of, and made many mistakes.  Instead of hating myself, I accept and learn from them.

Don’t hold on to hate of any kind, lest it burns you alive from the inside out.  Is it worth hating yourself?

N

Moonlight

A beacon in the darkened sky,

A guiding light in the midnight hour.

On this road I journey forth,

Standing tall as darkness cowers.

The moonlight shines its light so bright,

Piercing through the clouds above.

Illuminated path at night,

My back is turned to a land once loved.

I journey on through the hills and seas

I walk alone in the midnight breeze

Through darkened fields and forest trees

The pale moonlight guiding me.

A beacon in the darkened sky,

A guiding light in the midnight hour.

On this road I journey forth,

Standing tall as darkness cowers.

Journey’s end is growing near,

Approaching now a daunting tower.

Through its door I disappear,

And leave behind a world devoured.

I journey on through the hills and seas

I walk alone in the midnight breeze

Through darkened fields and forest trees

The pale moonlight guiding me.

Author’s Note:

I tried something different here.  What is it?  I don’t really know.  I just wanted something less depressing, and bit more “adventurous” in a sense.

What do you think?

N

Lost

Drowning in a sea of despair,

All my hope is gone.

There is no up or down here,

Just an infinite nothing beyond.

Suspended outside of time,

As time passes me by.

Questioning my existence,

Is my life a great lie?

I’m trying to find my way,

Through the murky haze

Of my mind.

But I am lost…

So lost…

Author’s Note:

Sometimes we lose our way, and become lost.  Trying to figure out where to go next, or what to do as the world keeps turning while we feel stuck.  It happens, but we got to keep going because the world won’t stop for us.  However, there’s always someone who will be there with an extended hand to help us up and along the way.  No matter how lost we feel, we need to keep going, because eventually we’ll find our paths.

Have you ever felt so lost, it was like drowning?

Feel free to comment below.

N

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